Story of Ones life..

The Story of One's  Life... ...

Whooping strong wind, piercing rain drops, candle light is out

Along the  ocean shore , A nipa hut is trying to hold on 

You can hear the loud thunder, the chaos from the trees 

Big waves breaking the water walls , the river is overflowing.

Above the chaos , you can hear the cry of a newborn baby 

Announcing to the world, here I am , prepared and ready 

Wrapped with blanket , grandfather is the happiest on that moment

Took her with pride and joy, so much love, protection,and compassion. 

Mother left, Father nowhere to find, Inay, is her mother now

Mamay, watching over her , while she's asleep , while she's awake

Growing  in far province , where no one can ever find her

Yield with grandfather's love, I have no question to ask.

One day, A question arise they never thought It  would be  asked

Decision's that  never thought would happen

Life  that she  have known is far from what she have been told

Pain that is never thought, despair, It never thought there is.

Stories to be told , interesting journey on the  road to happiness

Teardrops from joy , sadness , broken heart and child grief  

Unwanted, hidden, deprived , disciplined from head to toe's 

Prepared for anything, for the  days to come and how it goes.

If there is  one wish to change ...It would not change a bit

If there is one more to do , it's only to go on

If there is  another chance , it's only to live life to the fullest  

If there is  one more to say .. it is only to love and be loved and let the love flow. 

Once a child, once love and one chance to live 

The memory of the past is the  road to the  future 

Embedded with hope , faith, gratitude and patience 

Our life is a journey ,every moment lives through to eternity. 

The Story of one's Life 

Inspired by Life ... written by Grace..

Heaven on Earth..

Heaven on Earth..

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Heaven on earth as well as hell 
to live is to cry, diamond are rare to find 
sounds of love, harsh with silence
look in the eyes of despair, hiding behind sweet smile.

Cold had taken, the heat from the heart
left with the heartbeat, undesirable to live
powerless in life,embracing death to have peace of mind
wanting to rest on the cloud nine where happiness never end.

Facade of the moon, the righteous, the ruler 
order to ordeal , bow, either  off the head 
sailing on the raging water, rocky road and shallow ground
river of life , carry on , goes with the flow or drowned.

Grace....

I did not follow my dreams..

I did not follow my dreams..

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As  a child  i have so many dreams

as a child i built my own castle

as a child i am the princess

as a child i am the government

as a child i am the universe..

as a child i have my own rules

as a child i know happiness is to follow my dreams

as a child success is everything

As a child no more

I did not follow my dreams

It's a nightmare inside the castle

it's a prisoner to be a princess

it's the mind that governs the heart

it's the universe beyond my reach

it's the rules by the rules owned

it's not to dream to be happy, it is to be happy with out the  dreams.

I did not follow my dreams

To become a doctor so I can heal ...

To be  rich so I can be generous ...

To become  a teacher so I can teach..

To become  the  leader so I can rule.

To become a journalist so I can write...

I become  a healer with my love and compassion to other's pain..

I become so rich in love and generously divide my heart to in despair..

I become a teacher of life , I teach nothingness , starts of our wisdom ..

I become the leader of my life and rules does not applied rather freedom..

I become a journalist of my everyday journey and write the story in every one's heart.

I'd followed nothing rather  do everything...

I did not follow my dreams ....rather,   Dreams followed me where Happiness Is...

Grace... :)

A life to go on..

A life to go on..

Raging flows of emotions running through my head...

like a tsunami doesn't care what goes in and out her way

what ever may cause to reach the shore of bed of roses

thorns and branches,may hurt or scratch but cannot oppose.

Flaws and imperfections is what I made of...

like a charcoal pressured to the bone

to make my self stronger and sharp as diamond

in times I will be treasured as a human not a stone.

Misunderstood as a woman, misunderstood as a child...

Simple as I can be, I cannot do what powerful do

hide and seek is not my game, you'll see what I gain

to learn to laugh at my mistakes, then start all over again.

I understand, tomorrow will never come, Now is the time...

to love and be loved my attributes to all man kind

living with compassion, brought me farther in this life

proper attitudes and Perception that's what keeps me survive.

Grace,,,, let the love flow... :)  

Promised to my heart..

Promised to my heart...

I promised to my heart tears won't fall

let the rain to get through and all

wait for the rainbow's shinning colors

until then smile and embrace tomorrow's sorrow. 

What ever dreams that may come true

brought the happiness may not ment for you

to blame the straw that broke the camels back

how far it goes carrying heavy load of the past.

I would not pretend that I comprehend

how life's roll like a wheel of fortune

one may win or one may lost

accept the fate to love or to hate.

Running out of love, ..... ..

...Grace ..

Withering Heart

Withering Heart

What is it for you the tears I shed

silence keep the nasty words unsaid

What is it for  you the pain I have 

inside my heart big  wound is engrave.

Far from beyond to reach my dreams

floating emptiness at never ending streams

How long my mind have fallen asleep

Wake up my senses from sleeping deep.

I like to be the moon hiding under the clouds

rather the sun burning flame inside the shroud

I like to be the bamboo tree, flexible and dancing free

or rather the mighty oak standing proud without plea. 

One heart with million heartbeat 

million of reasons to fight defeat

to follow what heart's desire is the treat

happiness lies in every step of our feet.

Is not about the Trust  nor Not Trusting thou

but  the Trust Not getting hurt from you

Trust of knowing I will get hurt with your deed

with Trust you sat down and continue even when my hearts bleed.

To love is to trust ...Trust is to love but where is love , when you are hurt

with the person you trust and use the love to condemn feelings of burst

from your betrayal  to now my withering heart

coping to understand why you have done, that part.  

Let the love flow... :)

written by Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

Thy heart bleeds for thee...

• Thy heart bleeds for thee

 To the highest , I asked for guidance
  destiny watch thou to  ordain thy life
  voluntarily , Pursue  thou happiness
  the guilty win that cause  thy sadness
  miseries cannot kill thy spirit, rather thou happiness
  when you're with  someone else
  heaven have list  for thou peccant
  hell on earth come down to thee
  the day you fled your heart for others plea
  pleases me not you're deed harm me.


written by : Grace Go
happygoluckygrace

...To say it or not to say..

Jon, My love...

As the days move on, we were stuck in the loom
put our love to test ,can't break us, instead it blooms
all tears that I shed it's like a dagger I thrown on your chest
I must apologized , forgive me , for my behest.

I'm in love but does not know how to understand
I'm in love but does not know how to trust
I'm in love but does not know how to appreciate
I'm in love is all I know but not known what love is all about.

I love you 

Un controlled emotions is my downfall
Please forgive me for my default
I was inconsiderate to your devotion
I owe you an apology for my commotion.

All things  that have said and done
Brought us closer, our love have won
Through thick and thin together forever
It's you and me again on top of our endeavour

My love ....I love you , forever and ever.

Grace


written by : Grace Go
happygoluckygrace

...Where it ends..

....Where it ends..

Where it ends the pain had cause 

should be placed  inside the clause

From head to toes,  feeling so cold

a lifetime of sad stories have unfold.

Where it ends the happiness have shared

it is for a lifetime or  a minute of snared

Beginning of sorrows crawling inside

like a termite eating the foundation of pride.

Where it ends when it begins to love

flying nowhere like the mourning dove

With broken wings fell inside the abyss

lost in universe, sad memory to reminisce.

Where it ends the dept  of bloody wound 

grasping to breath in shallow ground

it's a long road of tears and despair

the journey starts with a little flare. 

Where it ends  every  wishes and dreams

sky is the limit or running water on the stream

Running after for every chances of possibility 

to never end to live with love and begin, where it ends. 

smile

Let the love flow.. :)

written by : Grace Go 

happygoluckygrace

Love and be love...

Love and be love...

So many sleepless night to mend ones broken heart

Blurry eyes , Drying tears  with little hope's seems falling apart

Helpless love in deeper thoughts, the pain, cuts like a knife

Knowing how to live for love is the  lesson to learn in life.

Like a bird on the golden cage wanting to fly around the shack

Scared to be lost in  far away land and not finding the way back

To love and be love, all you know is giving everything you got

To trust ,to understand ,weave the way through to happiness we ought..

In our heart, love is to be free, letting go of despair, cry no more

Holding on, to dearest one to reach out from shore to shore 

To pursuit such happiness , to have it,  forever and ever

Finding smile on every lips once again turn sadness into joy forever. 

Let the love flow... :)

written by : Grace Go
happygoluckygrace

I love you, Forever and ever In this life time and any other life time.....

:)

I love you, Forever and ever
In this life time and any other life time....

Then one day, we crossed our path

You lift me up and hold me tight 
Become my light on the shimmering night
Guided me   till the sun set  on sight.

I never thought I would knew

I never thought I would grew

Until You came to complete my few

Colors of love painted in morning dew.

A broken dream , A broken theme

Drowning in vain for a silly fame

Going through it all, is the only game

Just a Smiles covered my heart's  pain 

You brighten up the darkest day 
You cheer me up along the way 
And it only matters what you say
Your love is the answer to my  pray.

I might know or really not, what  Love is
Trust you with my heart, sealed with a kiss
Showed me many things that I have miss
Completely give my heart a bountiful bliss. 

Delicately , gently kept me in your heart
You showed me a love beyond the part 
Unconditional love, be love describes infinite art
You're my wonderful gift  written on my line chart

Just like a crystal that's in your hand

Keeping me safe from the prickly  sand
Everywhere, anywhere, anytime  in the land
Making sure I am unharmed to where I stand.

The great Pyramid scares the time
Like our Love to each other, beyond the rhyme
We build a home of love strong and prime
Time goes on and Forever, our Love will chime
In this life time and any other life time 

Your  love is my life line .

Loving you the most ...Grace
written by : Grace Go
happygoluckygrace

A dream is just a dream?

Dreamer's dream

A dream is just a dream?

  I dremt of my grandfather

  he passed away a long time ago

  in my dreams so vivid, he was alive and happy

  watching me playing on the ocean shore.

  I was on the beach watching the big wave

  back and forth with the shellfish and bubbles rave

  On the bench , sitting is my grandfather

  weaving the bamboo knit to make an armor

  from the heat of the sun and protect my pores.

  I'm having fun on the sea shore

  trying to collect the shells on the sea floor

  never wanted to leave but play more

  From the corner of my eyes 

  I can see grandfather smile full of surprise.

  The sun is closed to setting

  went to see my grandfather where he is sitting 

  from the time I got there , he's already waiting

  I asked him to stay, his head is nodding

  I was upset ,why you couldn't stay, I'm proclaiming

  "With a big smile and his eyes so bright

  he said to me..go on you'll be alright

  worry not , i'll protect you day and night

  my eyes on you and my heart with you

  i'll always look upon you while you grow."

  He stayed behind and said, it's time to go to the boat

  I was calling  him to come with me to the float

  I screamed, I felt lost, stay with me or I'll stay with you

  He said , "No" , he has to stay and I have to go home

  everything will be fine and I  heard a whispering dome.

  As I paddled, I saw him wave at me

  saying goodbye and throw me a smile

  I have tears I went to paddle back

  when I look from far , I can't see him 

  nowhere to find, I woke up and my first word

  Mamay..  ..  .goodbye ...my heart goes with you.

  written by : happygoluckygrace

 

Dearest Mamay at Tatay ,

Dearest  Mamay at  Tatay 

If I could touch the sky

I'll jump tenth high

to reach you in heaven

and to see you again.

Come into my dreams

to see your loving smile 

I wander no more

your wisdom is my guidance.

I am missing you

and I wont stop reminiscing  

even when the dark clouds 

covered the sky

I will look beyond to find you.

I love you my, Mamay ..my Tatay 

forever in my heart

you'll stay there 

and surely ,never be forgotten.

If you could hear my poem

I dedicate it all to you 

my dearest grandfather, my father

I always thought of both of you. 

Written by: Grace Go  

happygoluckygrace

Dear Father.. it won't bring you back...

Papa...

I am  trying to picture your face remembering the day ,when we first met

I am  trying to grasp and listen to your voice , remembering your laughter

I am  trying to find the reason, why you came to my life, why I have to  know you 

I been so hard to myself to prove to you, I can do it on my own, so you can be proud of me

I am trying to hide the pain  and every steps I made is to be far away from you.

I can only try harder but not good enough to bring you back .

I can cry as much and shed all the tears I have but it won't bring you back.

I can scream to the fullest until I can't hear myself anymore but it wont bring you back.

What I have done is all I thought you can be happy and I thought so wrong but it wont bring you back.

I can only do so much and I understand my grief won't bring you back.

But I can give back the love and love you more 

I can give back the trust and thought of you 

I can hold on and bring back the wisdom you shared to me

I can be complete and bring back the great memories we have.

I will always remember you and engrave your name inside my heart

I will always thought of your kindness and care for me 

I will always bring your smile with me and I will forever grateful

that you are my father, at  times , life been not easy for me and all

All I got to do is look up to you and I knowing your with me in every steps.

There are so many If's and  I showed the strongest I can be but I was vulnerable

There are so many thing going through inside my head but only one thing is for sure

Papa ..I love you...I can say it a million times , I know it won't bring you back 

but I won't stop because I misses you , I know it won't bring you back but 

I want you to know I always love you . 

Papa, I thank you... I know you made the way to find you , and found  me

although for me only to  find out you are gone  once again you leave  me in the dark

rather kept me inside your heart.  I though I would not shed tears when you are gone

but I was so wrong...No tears can bring you back . But  I cried so , so hard 

I can never escape the fact , I will miss you forever and it is  your blood running

through my vein and you are my father and always will be.

It won't bring you back but I will say it anyway...Papa ...I love you. !

written by : Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

One Love.. my.. Love One

...One Love my Love One ...

To love you  even more is what my heart dictates to do

looking  through your eyes, I saw everything so true

I could say it a million times how much I love you

You may not listen, then I wrote it so you'll know.

Your love is all I have, you're my  precious inside my heart 

loving you is all I can,  you're my perfect dream of art

as the time goes on, as we grow old together or no teeth at all

I'll hold your hands, we dance and lift you up when you fall.

I could eat with bare hands on banana leaves under the tree

fireflies our candle lights, flowers all around and cicada music spree

sitting down together, hugging you and closed to each other

as simple  as we can be, a moment together is all that matter.

Heaven and Earth knows what all we been through

on the path we walked, the love we have, our happy family grew

many battle and tears put together, we promised to stay forever

all that we go through, made our love to each other, grow more ..

The wonder of love, be love , to love we wander all life

searching is over, in the heart of love, our happiness derive

light as the feather, my feelings goes inside the clouds 

can't wish for anything but grateful for what we endowed.

I love you ....My One Love...My Love One..  :)

 Happy Father's Day ! .. 

written by : Grace Go

happygoluckygrace