Promised to my heart..

Promised to my heart...

I promised to my heart tears won't fall

let the rain to get through and all

wait for the rainbow's shinning colors

until then smile and embrace tomorrow's sorrow. 

What ever dreams that may come true

brought the happiness may not ment for you

to blame the straw that broke the camels back

how far it goes carrying heavy load of the past.

I would not pretend that I comprehend

how life's roll like a wheel of fortune

one may win or one may lost

accept the fate to love or to hate.

Running out of love, ..... ..

...Grace ..

Withering Heart

Withering Heart

What is it for you the tears I shed

silence keep the nasty words unsaid

What is it for  you the pain I have 

inside my heart big  wound is engrave.

Far from beyond to reach my dreams

floating emptiness at never ending streams

How long my mind have fallen asleep

Wake up my senses from sleeping deep.

I like to be the moon hiding under the clouds

rather the sun burning flame inside the shroud

I like to be the bamboo tree, flexible and dancing free

or rather the mighty oak standing proud without plea. 

One heart with million heartbeat 

million of reasons to fight defeat

to follow what heart's desire is the treat

happiness lies in every step of our feet.

Is not about the Trust  nor Not Trusting thou

but  the Trust Not getting hurt from you

Trust of knowing I will get hurt with your deed

with Trust you sat down and continue even when my hearts bleed.

To love is to trust ...Trust is to love but where is love , when you are hurt

with the person you trust and use the love to condemn feelings of burst

from your betrayal  to now my withering heart

coping to understand why you have done, that part.  

Let the love flow... :)

written by Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

Thy heart bleeds for thee...

• Thy heart bleeds for thee

 To the highest , I asked for guidance
  destiny watch thou to  ordain thy life
  voluntarily , Pursue  thou happiness
  the guilty win that cause  thy sadness
  miseries cannot kill thy spirit, rather thou happiness
  when you're with  someone else
  heaven have list  for thou peccant
  hell on earth come down to thee
  the day you fled your heart for others plea
  pleases me not you're deed harm me.


written by : Grace Go
happygoluckygrace

...To say it or not to say..

Jon, My love...

As the days move on, we were stuck in the loom
put our love to test ,can't break us, instead it blooms
all tears that I shed it's like a dagger I thrown on your chest
I must apologized , forgive me , for my behest.

I'm in love but does not know how to understand
I'm in love but does not know how to trust
I'm in love but does not know how to appreciate
I'm in love is all I know but not known what love is all about.

I love you 

Un controlled emotions is my downfall
Please forgive me for my default
I was inconsiderate to your devotion
I owe you an apology for my commotion.

All things  that have said and done
Brought us closer, our love have won
Through thick and thin together forever
It's you and me again on top of our endeavour

My love ....I love you , forever and ever.

Grace


written by : Grace Go
happygoluckygrace

...Where it ends..

....Where it ends..

Where it ends the pain had cause 

should be placed  inside the clause

From head to toes,  feeling so cold

a lifetime of sad stories have unfold.

Where it ends the happiness have shared

it is for a lifetime or  a minute of snared

Beginning of sorrows crawling inside

like a termite eating the foundation of pride.

Where it ends when it begins to love

flying nowhere like the mourning dove

With broken wings fell inside the abyss

lost in universe, sad memory to reminisce.

Where it ends the dept  of bloody wound 

grasping to breath in shallow ground

it's a long road of tears and despair

the journey starts with a little flare. 

Where it ends  every  wishes and dreams

sky is the limit or running water on the stream

Running after for every chances of possibility 

to never end to live with love and begin, where it ends. 

smile

Let the love flow.. :)

written by : Grace Go 

happygoluckygrace

Love and be love...

Love and be love...

So many sleepless night to mend ones broken heart

Blurry eyes , Drying tears  with little hope's seems falling apart

Helpless love in deeper thoughts, the pain, cuts like a knife

Knowing how to live for love is the  lesson to learn in life.

Like a bird on the golden cage wanting to fly around the shack

Scared to be lost in  far away land and not finding the way back

To love and be love, all you know is giving everything you got

To trust ,to understand ,weave the way through to happiness we ought..

In our heart, love is to be free, letting go of despair, cry no more

Holding on, to dearest one to reach out from shore to shore 

To pursuit such happiness , to have it,  forever and ever

Finding smile on every lips once again turn sadness into joy forever. 

Let the love flow... :)

written by : Grace Go
happygoluckygrace

I love you, Forever and ever In this life time and any other life time.....

:)

I love you, Forever and ever
In this life time and any other life time....

Then one day, we crossed our path

You lift me up and hold me tight 
Become my light on the shimmering night
Guided me   till the sun set  on sight.

I never thought I would knew

I never thought I would grew

Until You came to complete my few

Colors of love painted in morning dew.

A broken dream , A broken theme

Drowning in vain for a silly fame

Going through it all, is the only game

Just a Smiles covered my heart's  pain 

You brighten up the darkest day 
You cheer me up along the way 
And it only matters what you say
Your love is the answer to my  pray.

I might know or really not, what  Love is
Trust you with my heart, sealed with a kiss
Showed me many things that I have miss
Completely give my heart a bountiful bliss. 

Delicately , gently kept me in your heart
You showed me a love beyond the part 
Unconditional love, be love describes infinite art
You're my wonderful gift  written on my line chart

Just like a crystal that's in your hand

Keeping me safe from the prickly  sand
Everywhere, anywhere, anytime  in the land
Making sure I am unharmed to where I stand.

The great Pyramid scares the time
Like our Love to each other, beyond the rhyme
We build a home of love strong and prime
Time goes on and Forever, our Love will chime
In this life time and any other life time 

Your  love is my life line .

Loving you the most ...Grace
written by : Grace Go
happygoluckygrace

A dream is just a dream?

Dreamer's dream

A dream is just a dream?

  I dremt of my grandfather

  he passed away a long time ago

  in my dreams so vivid, he was alive and happy

  watching me playing on the ocean shore.

  I was on the beach watching the big wave

  back and forth with the shellfish and bubbles rave

  On the bench , sitting is my grandfather

  weaving the bamboo knit to make an armor

  from the heat of the sun and protect my pores.

  I'm having fun on the sea shore

  trying to collect the shells on the sea floor

  never wanted to leave but play more

  From the corner of my eyes 

  I can see grandfather smile full of surprise.

  The sun is closed to setting

  went to see my grandfather where he is sitting 

  from the time I got there , he's already waiting

  I asked him to stay, his head is nodding

  I was upset ,why you couldn't stay, I'm proclaiming

  "With a big smile and his eyes so bright

  he said to me..go on you'll be alright

  worry not , i'll protect you day and night

  my eyes on you and my heart with you

  i'll always look upon you while you grow."

  He stayed behind and said, it's time to go to the boat

  I was calling  him to come with me to the float

  I screamed, I felt lost, stay with me or I'll stay with you

  He said , "No" , he has to stay and I have to go home

  everything will be fine and I  heard a whispering dome.

  As I paddled, I saw him wave at me

  saying goodbye and throw me a smile

  I have tears I went to paddle back

  when I look from far , I can't see him 

  nowhere to find, I woke up and my first word

  Mamay..  ..  .goodbye ...my heart goes with you.

  written by : happygoluckygrace

 

Dearest Mamay at Tatay ,

Dearest  Mamay at  Tatay 

If I could touch the sky

I'll jump tenth high

to reach you in heaven

and to see you again.

Come into my dreams

to see your loving smile 

I wander no more

your wisdom is my guidance.

I am missing you

and I wont stop reminiscing  

even when the dark clouds 

covered the sky

I will look beyond to find you.

I love you my, Mamay ..my Tatay 

forever in my heart

you'll stay there 

and surely ,never be forgotten.

If you could hear my poem

I dedicate it all to you 

my dearest grandfather, my father

I always thought of both of you. 

Written by: Grace Go  

happygoluckygrace

Dear Father.. it won't bring you back...

Papa...

I am  trying to picture your face remembering the day ,when we first met

I am  trying to grasp and listen to your voice , remembering your laughter

I am  trying to find the reason, why you came to my life, why I have to  know you 

I been so hard to myself to prove to you, I can do it on my own, so you can be proud of me

I am trying to hide the pain  and every steps I made is to be far away from you.

I can only try harder but not good enough to bring you back .

I can cry as much and shed all the tears I have but it won't bring you back.

I can scream to the fullest until I can't hear myself anymore but it wont bring you back.

What I have done is all I thought you can be happy and I thought so wrong but it wont bring you back.

I can only do so much and I understand my grief won't bring you back.

But I can give back the love and love you more 

I can give back the trust and thought of you 

I can hold on and bring back the wisdom you shared to me

I can be complete and bring back the great memories we have.

I will always remember you and engrave your name inside my heart

I will always thought of your kindness and care for me 

I will always bring your smile with me and I will forever grateful

that you are my father, at  times , life been not easy for me and all

All I got to do is look up to you and I knowing your with me in every steps.

There are so many If's and  I showed the strongest I can be but I was vulnerable

There are so many thing going through inside my head but only one thing is for sure

Papa ..I love you...I can say it a million times , I know it won't bring you back 

but I won't stop because I misses you , I know it won't bring you back but 

I want you to know I always love you . 

Papa, I thank you... I know you made the way to find you , and found  me

although for me only to  find out you are gone  once again you leave  me in the dark

rather kept me inside your heart.  I though I would not shed tears when you are gone

but I was so wrong...No tears can bring you back . But  I cried so , so hard 

I can never escape the fact , I will miss you forever and it is  your blood running

through my vein and you are my father and always will be.

It won't bring you back but I will say it anyway...Papa ...I love you. !

written by : Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

One Love.. my.. Love One

...One Love my Love One ...

To love you  even more is what my heart dictates to do

looking  through your eyes, I saw everything so true

I could say it a million times how much I love you

You may not listen, then I wrote it so you'll know.

Your love is all I have, you're my  precious inside my heart 

loving you is all I can,  you're my perfect dream of art

as the time goes on, as we grow old together or no teeth at all

I'll hold your hands, we dance and lift you up when you fall.

I could eat with bare hands on banana leaves under the tree

fireflies our candle lights, flowers all around and cicada music spree

sitting down together, hugging you and closed to each other

as simple  as we can be, a moment together is all that matter.

Heaven and Earth knows what all we been through

on the path we walked, the love we have, our happy family grew

many battle and tears put together, we promised to stay forever

all that we go through, made our love to each other, grow more ..

The wonder of love, be love , to love we wander all life

searching is over, in the heart of love, our happiness derive

light as the feather, my feelings goes inside the clouds 

can't wish for anything but grateful for what we endowed.

I love you ....My One Love...My Love One..  :)

 Happy Father's Day ! .. 

written by : Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

...Can you see in the eye of the child..

~~In The Eye of The Child~

Quiet and confused ,murmuring the tiny words

Ease dropping to the news courage to break the chord

Goodbye , is what I heard, officials ride the Ford.

Grandfather's eye's are teary while staring at me

No words to speak, through my eyes questions can see.

Hug me tight and and He said , Father is a Hero and He will always be.

I'm just a child, Father never seen and "Hero" is finally coming

Medallion, recognition, ribbons of courage on my palm , I'm am looking

Where is my Father , the promise to bring me in the park before evening.

Foolish world, take my Father and his Father and all the father of many

My father,The Hero is finally free from the hand of the old grumpy tyranny

They want his life with no breath no beat from his heart. Our father,Our Family.

A Toy Soldier , A pawn in a chess game no value , no place or what so ever

Not your  money , or Honor can replace my dreams to hug and kiss my father

Candies and chocolates bribe to cover the pain, take the rest and it's was over.

Cruel friends my father have , did not tell him to go home to his child

Defending treasure of the rich and famous while the poor one child living in a wild

Dreaming for the Life with mother,  father , brother  and sister a family on her side .

What did you see ...  ?  Grace ~Let the Love flow~

written by : Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

Dying Heart

Dying Heart

Storm maybe over but the aftermath will remain for awhile

Day's after days cleaning up the mess of heavy storms of  beguile

The sun would rise , I would not see  cause my heart was chomp

Grasping a little breath  to recover from the big thundering stomp.

Barrell of tears when a broken heart cry 

Wishing for the end of the days to come by

Looking up on the clouds and finding the reasons why

Foolish love, you'll never know when will attack to sly.

Heavy load on my chest , asking the heaven to clear the way

Shooting star , is the only hope for all the wishes my lips can say 

Dreams fell apart  grasping my strength to fight my trouble inside

Scattered heart like a puzzles , every pieces are so hard to find.

Strange, It feels like a dagger  pierced  into my Dying heart 

The love you thought all yours but there's space carve of someones art

Many tears I shed , wanting to feel better , I wished I could ask the sky

To show me the way or help me  to carry the heavy load so I can still fly.

Thought of ending ones life, playing inside my confused mind 

As a fighter , I won't  even blink an eye  but to fight and unwind 

Standing tall and  proud for the right cause of more wonderful life

I screamed out loud "I won't give up" and conquered my strife.

Let the Love flow.. :) ............ it's me, Grace  

written by : Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

To Love is to Cry

     

To Love is to Cry

A rare moment of solitude thinking so deep 

sitting still on quietness , finding the words to sweep

distraught of the things, can't speak like the deaf

burning out , out of sight on the darkness crawling creep. 

Teary eyes looking through on the nowhere sight 

closed nor far troubled heart can't see the light

lips are closed, searching for words that wont hurt

through thick and thin, stay true what's in our heart.

Tougher life on the darker days, to see hope is a must 

with patience and all, shall we can cope up and trust

dreamers world of hush, wondering of a happy home 

weather be warm whether be cold, the sun rays roam.

Does not matter how deep the pain when  tears fall

Believing in our delusion of what is love, makes us crawl

Smile for the world to see behind it, a sad hidden sigh

One thing in mind that heart can't deny, To Love is to Cry.

Tears ...for One love .

Let the love flow... Grace ..  

Let the love flow...   Grace .. :) 

written by : Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

Falling into pieces...

Falling into pieces , part by part, struck down upon my vulnerable crest

my eyes in tears ,heart with pain like  flinders thrust on my chest 

I wouldn't make it with out hopes, how can I go on, on this life's quest 

Blinded with painful thoughts , no one will understand my hearts attest

Tonight's dream may end but tomorrow is another day

hoping for a  brand new sunshine and more nights to pray 

uprooting broken pieces that pierce the heart away 

oppressed my  lips and mind, speaking out, is a hard way

All that  foolish pain and all that is said, all dreams that is scattered 

I denounce  my heartache, numb from sad feelings to end of muttered 

faith whispered , let love that is all be shared ,an empty words stuttered

a game of pretense is in everyones mind, washing hand and uncluttered

One true love behold the world  every now  and then through mend 

catching every  rain drops  to cover tears and to my senses to tend 

once and for all, place an end to all miseries inside that is beyond our ken

the truth to set one free, to let go of ones fear, to accept ones fate or end

Words can't express how pain can be cruel, and ruined ones life

patient or to hold on , to  torpid  what it feels , it cuts like a knife

one step to move on, one way or another there is always a destroyer

inane world  ,can never see the way it goes but to wreck and coyer

The world move on it's own way to go around and complete it's turn

for the sun and moon divided the time on the ground for lifes yearn

as life has it's own way and the time always found  a place to bound and return

Love is infinite flowing , may the wishes and pursuit of smiles, is easy to earn. 

Let the love flow.

written by : Grace Go

happygoluckygrace

flowers in my garden